er i feel like i can fly, i feel like i am going to throw up WATCH OUT!!!
2002-03-11 10:17 p.m.
Hey D-land i am soo sorry that i haven't updated in such a long time but i wasn't here all weekend and when i was i was really buzy.
I spent Saturday night and Sunday at joey's, enelly, and rocker chicks house. There my buddies from church i love them so much. Like we've only known each other for a short time and then like we really bonded. I can tell that we will be friends for a very long time, i felt the same way when i first met holly.
I have be writing a short story for the past couple of days and i wrote a new poem on Friday i will type it up and post it up for you guys later. I kind of don't want to right now because my brother is getting off work in like 10 min.
I didn't feel to well today, i ate some bad pizza yesterday and it didn't go down so well. I think because i ate it too fast, i got to stop taking such big bites out of everything. Well in the morning i didn't feel too well and then like i told my mom she still made me go to school.
So today i felt crappy because i only got like 1 hour of sleep last night. Well let me explain that right now. Well last night i started to see stuff, no i was not on anything. Anyway whenever i close my eyes i would see like evil things running around popping out from under my bed and trying to get me. I know this is sounds childish but it did happen and you know what was the scary part, whenever i would open my eyes they would still be there. I was so scared but i couldn't leave my bed i started to pray and it went away for a second and then came right back. It scared me so bad i was so afraid i couldn't leave my bed so i stayed in my bed wide awake till 5:45 when i heard my mom shower go on i quickly ran out of bed and into hers. I couldn't go back to sleep though. I was kind of afraid to tell my mom because she might freak out and i was totally right she did now she wants me to take down all my wrestling posters, band posters, and anime stuff out of my room. Even though it scared me i don't think it was about the things in my room. Though every time i turned on the radio i heard a song about hell or about the devil. Tonight i have to sleep in my moms room she doesn't want me to sleep in my room tonight.
Oh btw i did my very first [design] though it was the first time i've done one that wasn't mine. I think i did an okay job.
last five entries:
goodbye - 2002-03-17
"Sorry" chappy 1 (my short story i've been working on) - 2002-03-15
dark and light love, what does that mean, is it a ridial that we aren't supposed to think about, hmm i don't know so i don't expect you to - 2002-03-15
back on the road of life its a careless road but it has many bumps and turns who knows where you'll stop - 2002-03-12
seeing you - 2002-03-12
