i need some time to think about what we've done to see if we could ever do it again, please say we can
2002-03-04 10:59 p.m.
Hello d-land, i had a boring ass day we had to take the FCAT. Which means we had to spend a whole day in a room testing well i didn't really mind much because Ryan was there look at what he said to me.
ACE77712: u know the outfit u wore today locita goth: yeah ACE77712: its a good one ACE77712: for some reason, u look good in that color
ACE77712: u should put something cool on there locita goth: huh? locita goth: what do you mean? ACE77712: like boobs or something haha locita goth: hmmmm maybe just for you maybe I'll make you a button with boobs on it ACE77712: okay ACE77712: yours?
I love that little boy he is so kawaii and is one of my best friends.
Anyway today sucked i had to find a new counter for the diary because the old one i had seemed to have died :::flat line::: It took me like 34839248 web sites to find even one that i liked. I wanted to kill my computer after that little thinger.
This girl on my bus called me white girl. She also said a whole bunch of shit about me. I wanted to slap her.
Holly is at work so i have to wait to talk to her, grr though i would wait forever for her.
My dreams haven't been weird lately they seem normal, which is kind of scaring me because i am afraid that i will turn normal. Wait what the hell am i talking about there is no such thinger as normal just a standard that people place on other people in efforts to control them. I feel relieved now.
I am getting more and more paranoid by each passing day, and i find myself going to my "dream world" and spacing out like every 5 min. I swear during the FCAT i spaced out like 5 times during each story. (we had reading test today)
Mr. Perice "accidentally" hit me with bottle of orange juice on my head this morning. Now he says that he can't be "friends" with any of us anymore and that he is going to be serious all the time. I am very scared to see what he thinks is serious.
Anyway i have to go i left Ryan in aim by himself Heaven knows what he is doing without me, what the hell am i talking about he is probably just jerking off, and thinking of me hahah.
Update::3-5 well i am so sorry but the fcat has taken up most of my time and i can't update like i normaly do because i have to study, i am so sorry but i won't be updateing till its over and then i'll write a lot of entries to make up for it sowy my readers. PS KIM E-MAIL ME
last five entries:
goodbye - 2002-03-17
"Sorry" chappy 1 (my short story i've been working on) - 2002-03-15
dark and light love, what does that mean, is it a ridial that we aren't supposed to think about, hmm i don't know so i don't expect you to - 2002-03-15
back on the road of life its a careless road but it has many bumps and turns who knows where you'll stop - 2002-03-12
seeing you - 2002-03-12
