A daily reminder that i still have my sanity.......well no.........i don't think so.......nope
2002-02-21 10:21 a.m.
Hi guys, i still feel bad, my throat hurts.
I made my mom feel so bad last night because i came home with my progress report i got straight a's and she said she was sorry for yelling and basically being a bitch towards me. Then i asked her if i could get a present since i haven't gotten straight a's since 3rd grade she said no and left.
I went to her room and we started talking about the past and she asked me why i let my grades go down and i said that when her and my dad were getting a divorce i stopped caring and didn't do my work.
I guess my mom and dad separating had a bigger affect on me than my mom knew about. I am still a little sad at the fact that i don't have a father 24/7 but i guess that was all for the best. I mean if they didn't i wouldn't be here and i would still be in Texas and wouldn't have meet any of my close friends. Though at night i still cry a little bit because i miss having a whole family, even though i know that wouldn't be possible or a good idea, my mom and dad just don't mix. I am just thankful that they loved each other enough to have me and my brother. I mean i love my step mom and step sisters but.........you know what i mean.
It was cool when i went to chichi and Dayana diaries they both had new layouts (ladyhoney and ladyminnie )(so did gothique i just went to hers(i am too lazy to make html codes right now)
I went to sleep really easy last night (11:oo) and i still had my hair clips in my hair while i went to sleep (not a good idea) i have no idea how i didn't hurt myself or how i slept so good but i did.
The only thing that sucked was my brother woke me up at 6:00 with his loud ass mouth and music.
I wanted to kill him so bad not only did he get me in trouble yesterday but when i asked him about it he admit to it but when my mom asked he lied and said it was me again. Agh. I am going to cut his nuts off one of these days.
"for you" is one the radio.
I really don't want to go to school today, yesterday i felt like throwing up so bad, when i went to sleep on the bus it went away but i feel out of my set like 4 times yesterday. Stupid sharp curves.
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last five entries:
goodbye - 2002-03-17
"Sorry" chappy 1 (my short story i've been working on) - 2002-03-15
dark and light love, what does that mean, is it a ridial that we aren't supposed to think about, hmm i don't know so i don't expect you to - 2002-03-15
back on the road of life its a careless road but it has many bumps and turns who knows where you'll stop - 2002-03-12
seeing you - 2002-03-12
