ills
Age:15
Race: Puerto Rican
Group: Goth/Freak/Spic
Location: Pluto
Favorite Foods: Pizza, Mini Pizza, Hamburgers, and Fryburgers
Favorite music genre: Rock, Heavy metal
Favorite Live Journal Vivifygrrl
Favorite Dead Journals Ryan Stevie
Favorite writer:[Dirty]
Favorite bands: Linkin park, Kittie, Weezer, Blink 182, Staind, Tool, Creed, Limp Bizkit, No Doubt, Incubus, Static-X, Disturbed, Puddle Of Mudd, ill nino, Adema & P.O.D.
Mind State: Mentally unbalance, insane, and just plain F**ked up
Grammer: Very bad. Sorry i try to use a spell check
Unique: Very
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Mood:The current mood of illsdgx@hotmail.com at www.imood.com
Date: March 12, 2002
Time:2:32pm
Wearing: Red and blue strip shirt, red thong, red bra, nwo boxers, and pink, green, black toe socks.
Weather:Bright and sunny
Song: Static x-black and white
On my mind: What is going on with my room
Eating/Drinking:nothing
Question:Ever have a scary dream that you could never wake up from?
Reading: Fallin-Angel


Poems
Dream Man
Love
Finding You
Gone 1
Gone 2
lost love
Seeing you
You love holly way too much if
Notes [1 2 3]
kanji

"He who knows nothing, doubts nothing"
For Thoses With Wings Fly To Your Dreams

I am too happy and excited to make a comment here so blah hehhe
2002-01-06 8:56 p.m.

I AM SOOOOO HAPPY.

Why you may ask.

I got a hold of bethany aka babs aka my girlfriend. YAHH!!!

I tried to call her all day long and i found out she was at her grandma's house so i called there but no one answered.

So i called there a couple of hours later and her mom answered the phone.

She asked me a coupe of Questions about who i knew her.

It turns out she is one phone arrest and that she moved and now she is living in a new hose that is why she didn't answer the phone for the past couple of weeks.

I was well still am so happy that i got to talk to her even though it was on for 15 min i was in heaven for 15 min.

I am going to call her tomorrow at 10:00 to see if she can come over.

I don't know if i have to go to school tomorrow or not but she doesn't so if i don't i am going to go to her house to chill and do some stuff.

I really really miss her soo much.

You guys have no idea how much i love her and how much i need to see her. Right now all that matters to me is her and she is my light my whole world. I know that might sound corny but i love her so much and having the feeling like we broke up was killing me and i think i figured out what was missing im my life that emtpy feeling it was her and me missing her.

I CAN'T WAIT TILL MORNING.

I am hyper now hehe.

ills

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last five entries:
goodbye - 2002-03-17
"Sorry" chappy 1 (my short story i've been working on) - 2002-03-15
dark and light love, what does that mean, is it a ridial that we aren't supposed to think about, hmm i don't know so i don't expect you to - 2002-03-15
back on the road of life its a careless road but it has many bumps and turns who knows where you'll stop - 2002-03-12
seeing you - 2002-03-12