never never land is just around the corner..
2002-01-05 6:35 p.m.
Okay my last entry was more emotional then i predict iced it would be. I guess from now on i am going to write more about what i feel because it was sort of a release for me but since the last entry was a lil depressing and i want to lighten my mood this one is going to kind of be happy or some shit like that.
My day was sort of normal though i ordinarly thought that i was going out today but guess not. I tired all today to make another stupid column that was supposed to be
<------------------ there but as you can see it didn't work out so good every time i tried it would go above the page or right next to --------> this one. So my plan got busted. I'll try again later to see if i can fig it out.
Went to church last night. After church me and my friend went running around and i took my coat off okay it was like 65 deg. outside and i wasn't really cold. We were running around (in my 6 in boots how i managed not to fall is a inertesting turn of a eventting turn of a event) and my mom came around in the car looked at me and started to yell at me because i didn't have my jacket on. (what i think was the problem was that i was wearing a tank top and i think my mom is "ashamed" because she doesn't like me showing my body which i think is total b.s. and now i looked in my closet and i fig out she threw away most of my shirts when i was at school) (bitch)
I don't know i have been feeling wired lately like something was missing. I have no clue what it is but something is off in my life. I spent like 2 hours last night trying to figure it out but i couldn't come up with anything. Though i can tell you already i hate the feeling i feel like an empty tank or something i can't really explain it.
ills
:::i used a spell check::: yah!
Update: 8:43pm: it took me a lil while but i did it as you can see but it looks a lil wierd (the second column) whatever at lest i finished it. So er yeah i gots to go check out holly's stuff to see if she updated soo ja ne.
Which Evil Criminal are You?
last five entries:
goodbye - 2002-03-17
"Sorry" chappy 1 (my short story i've been working on) - 2002-03-15
dark and light love, what does that mean, is it a ridial that we aren't supposed to think about, hmm i don't know so i don't expect you to - 2002-03-15
back on the road of life its a careless road but it has many bumps and turns who knows where you'll stop - 2002-03-12
seeing you - 2002-03-12
